By the way,
Lovebug, here is an example of what I am talking about with regard to broken dreams and the freight that comes with it:
My first year as a professional film/video editor (1982) was pretty tame and pedestrian.
I wasn't yet working on dazzling glamorous Hollywood stuff yet, I was doing a ton of consumer level work, like birthday parties, editing home movies, transferring overseas videocassettes so they played on US equipment, duplication...and...
TONS OF ASPIRING ACTOR DEMO REELS.
And I do mean tons of them, from all corners, from all over the country, from all kinds of people with all kinds of talent
OR COMPLETE LACK THEREOF. Their money was green, so I took the work.
Remember
"Eddie and the Cruisers"?
I did demo reels for both Ellen Barkin AND Michael Pare.
I did demo/audition reels for Bruce Willis! He was still sending actor reels to audition for parts at that point because in 1983 his biggest hits were still "Moonlighting" and
"The Return of Bruno", which by the way I did work on.
(We supplied the stage equipment, lighting and sound for Bruno's "Woodstock" dream sequence.)
I estimate I probably made forty thousand dollars on actor reels alone, just that year.
Those are success stories, but for every Bruce Willis and Michael Pare, I probably did a hundred people's reels who you have never heard of and never will. Some people were paying me with piles of one dollar bills earned from tips they made as waiters and waitresses.
A LOT OF PEOPLE PAID ME THAT WAY.
I can dig up a lot of reels from people who eventually died of a drug overdose or wound up homeless no matter how many demo reels they sent out.
I even did a demo reel for a guy who called himself Allen Los Angeles and claimed to be Jim Morrison's son.
Turns out his DNA test MATCHED Patricia Kenneally, who WAS one of Jim Morrison's love interests, so if he isn't Jim Morrison's son, he certainly IS Patricia Kenneally's son.
Last I heard, Allen Los Angeles is serving a life term in prison for murder.
My point is, a great many people who do wind up on our streets out here in Southern California are people who simply came out to Los Angeles because they were sure that they were going to hit the big time.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Southern California always has been and always will BE the boulevard of broken dreams for hundreds of thousands of people.
And that contributes to the scads and scads of homeless people we have wandering our streets out here.