So I've learned over the past couple of weeks that the term, "poly" means different things to different people.
The first meeting I attended last week seemed more like, just, "open relationship swinging". All the wives where at the meeting without their husbands. The women are free to go out and have affairs as they please but the husbands only get to "play" with others in the presence of their wives.
I had a POF date with a woman Friday who claimed the "poly lifestyle" caused her to have PTSD and she's done with it. But when she described the "poly" she was talking about, it involved her and her ex going to BDSM parties and her beating the crap out of him. The marriage ended when he started leaving their "toys" which included stun guns, around the house for their kids to find. That, to me is not, "poly", it's BDSM swinging.
Finally, yesterday, I attended a different poly group near me. The folks there were wonderful! They and what they call their, "metamours" (their lovers' lovers) were all their together. They call their circles, "polypods" and the folks and their metamous are like a community. They have BBQ's together and celebrate the holidays together. Some of them live in the same house. Some relationships are actually non-sexual - they just provide each other companionship. THIS is what I what I'm looking for - a community/village where we all support and love each other. This is the structure I like. I'm going to explore this further. At the end of the meeting one of the organizers passionately kissed one of his metamours goodbye right in front of his wife/primary and everyone in the room. The only thing I saw around the room were loving looks. I was very touched by this.
Things are looking up!