New adventure: I have a former girlfriend with whom I have remained friends. She's the only one of my friends who enjoys M.J. so we still hang out periodically. Frequently we've slept platonically together because she lives an hour away from my house and I don't want a DUI driving home. Well, last night we hung out again, I brought beer and M.J. and she made dinner and we watched the NYE festivities together on T.V. Around 1 we hit the sack. This time went a little differently. She usually prefers to occupy her own space on her side of the bed but last night (or I guess, this morning) she snuggled close with her head on my chest. I like to snuggle, so I sure didn't mind. About 5 minutes after we crashed, her hands started "roaming" and we ended up fooling around. I was pretty happy about it, and so seemed she at the time. We both only got about a couple hours sleep and she woke up about 7 turned back on the TV, and she seemed really excited/agitated. I told her she should go back to sleep, we both had several hours until we had to get up but she kept chattering. Finally something dawned on me - she felt uncomfortable about our hooking up!? So I said, "<her name> are you worried about last night?". She answered really abruptly, "NO! DO YOU?". And I said really softly, "No, hon. We're 2 friends who wanted to play last night so we played, and I thought it was wonderful!". She chuckled, nervously and that's the last we spoke about it.
I emailed her when I got back home today, filled her in on my news of the day as I often do and thanked her for her hospitality. She replied with two sentences about something unrelated.
Anyway... I guess I'm a little concerned she regrets our fooling around! I guess I'll wait until it blows over. I hope it will. I really like her.