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I, personally, feel the question regarding homosexuality is settled. It isn’t a choice any more than being hetero is. I’m not as sure with regard to being trans. From my extremely limited perspective, there seems to be a lot of choice involved but I don’t think people undertake changing their physical gender lightly. Can this even be answered by a simple yes or no?
Tan:
A trans person is choosing/has chosen to undergo the transformative process, but I don't think that's nature of choice about which you've asked.
I think what you're asking is whether a person's "at-birth brain wiring," anatomy and physiology can indeed be sexually contradictory such that one's brain is wired to sex A and one's genitals and other body parts comport with sex B. I hope I'm right, for that's the quandary to which I've in this post responded.
Red:
Like you I don't know whether the incongruity between a trans person's anatomy and his/her mental comprehension of his/her sex is uncontrollable.
Regarding hetero-/homosexuality, I'm not vexed over how and why neither is a choice. Lord knows having for my whole life been a "gym rat" and partier, it's not as though hot guys hadn't offered the opportunity to explore the "dickly" way, and when that happens, one sooner or later thinks about it on some level. For me, it came down to:
- Do I feel more emotionally inclined to bond emotionally with women or with men? --> Women --> That's it. I'm straight.
- I can relate to guys. I know whether a guy is hot. I haven't ever felt, for lack of a better term, emotionally "into" a guy as I do with women.
- With women, I want to make an emotional "connection" of some sort regardless of whether it becomes sexual and later a "pair bond," and I'm willing to invest in developing a relationship with certain women. When I meet a woman whom I'm "into," I may in a day or so think, "I'd like to hang out with her. I wonder what she's doing. If she's got no plans, I can think of something. If she's got plans in which she's willing to include me, I can be 'down' with it." I want to spend time with her and her body parts are as much as what I'm thinking about as is her personality.
- With guys, if we connect, we do; if we don't, we don't. And how closely we connect is of no import to me prior to the friendship evolving. How long before I invest in the friendship? A long time. It's unlikely to be me initiating the effort to our becoming friends.
With guys, the only time I'm reaching out to them is when I specifically need their contribution on something or I'm bored, none of my lady friends are free, and I want to do something that calls for company. At that point, it's a matter of which of my male friends or acquaintances might be free to do something to pass the time until later in the day when my lady friend is free. His body parts don't crossing my mind. Their maleness isn't why I interact with them.
- I can relate to guys. I know whether a guy is hot. I haven't ever felt, for lack of a better term, emotionally "into" a guy as I do with women.
- Could I have sex with a dude? --> Maybe, IDK...But what the hell for when the only reason I'm even asking myself this question is because some VGL dude asked? --> That's it. I'm straight.
- The notion of sex with a guy doesn't "weird me out." It's just that if it hasn't ever, via an internal notion of my own conception, crossed my as a thing I want to try/do; thus it's obviously not something I'm inclined to do.
- "Try it; you might like it." --> Whether I like it is beside the point. I've tried all sorts of things I liked and never did again. Why? Because while they were fine and fun, they're not anything I'm "into." There's plenty of stuff I want to do and that there's not enough time and/or opportunity to do. Why would I occupy my time and energies doing something that I would otherwise never think of doing? I'm all for trying new things, but not new things that don't and never have interested me to do.
Can I process any sort of ideas re: how transness feel? No! Unlike gayness -- I can conceive some notion of how it'd be similar to and different from heterosexuality -- I can't so much as conjure the vaguest notion re: transsexuality. As I told a drag queen who tried to inform me, "Intellectually, I understand what you're describing, but, no, I don't understand the thoughts and feelings you're trying to explain to me." Transsexuality is just one of those things I won't understand in any way other than in the abstract.
The best I can do is hear what such a person says and take their word for it. I don't struggle taking the person's word for it because when I say I'm straight, I expect others to take my word for it.