Yes we are living together and no the relationship is no longer chaste. It was until we moved in together last April, sixteen months into our relationship. Remeber, we're not playing by "Christian" rules. We believe that sex is reserved for committed relationships. Not necessarily marriage but committed, monogamous, long-term relationships.
Ok. No problem. I know that you consider yourself the sole arbiter of right and wrong.
I have seen the true blackness in the human heart over the course of my life. A heart and a soul cannot be both dead and alive at the same time. You cannot have both love and hate in the same heart. I learned that a long time ago. Hatred is the stronger force, and the one I have embraced, as do almost all human beings
I'm truly sorry you feel that way....and are completely wrong and will never learn differently. You never met my parents, for example...but besides them I have known have known many people who 'embrace love' as you put it. Real life is generally different tho...I know you see only black and white....but real life is actually all shades of gray.
You are the sole owner of your own happiness as well and instead of trying to achieve it or ensure others have it, instead you claim it does not belong to us in this world, period. You have made your choice but again, by no means should you believe it applies to others.
LOL. I would suggest you don't have too many real Men in your 'town'. You're trying to live a double life, and no truly self-respecting Man would accept you as a woman. I come from a family where farming was the norm until a generation or two ago. Nowhere in that family did the women do most of the different types of work on the farm. Of course they did certain things, but most of the work was done by the Men.
LOL These are men that work and provide for their families and camp and farm and fish and work the land and laugh and get mad and help their neighbors. They are men by any definition except perhaps yours...and I'll take these 'unreal' men anyday over your descriptions. I would run 100 mph in the opposite direction of what you describe.
And when you are the owner of the farm....you do all the work on the farm...or you share back and forth with neighbors. Since when is nurturing plants and livestock unfeminine? Well, all that has to be cared for, and so does the place they live. Who else is responsible for it all except me?