Hm. There's this, and then there's your diatribe about government only there for power and supremacy...
...what happened? Did you get fired from your government job, or got screwed over by a government worker? And don't think I'm gloating - I make no assumptions one way or the other. I've seen a few friends wrongly discharged from the Navy, and my wife and myself just got screwed over royally (and very wrongly) by the state government (long, long story which I won't repeat here)...but we refuse to be bitter about it - she and I have each other...
...so here's a bit of advice: count your blessings.
Why? The very fact that you're posting on here means that you are still lucid, still physically able to type, still able to afford your computer and the internet. All that by itself puts you in the top half of humanity.
Again, count your blessings. Cicero once said, "Gratitude is the greatest of all virtues, and the parent of all the other virtues." You cannot have real happiness without gratitude, and the more for which you are grateful - even the small things - the happier you will be. Think deeply on this. If you want to be happy in your life, learn to be grateful...for everything.