Days are passing by easily with things to do and being busy, but after 10pm or so I feel almost always down, I feel that I am very lonely and that I can't enjoy the life the way others do.
I have few friends that I consider sorta close, but they are really not that close, I failed at making decent friendships during college or earlier. I was clever and hardworking but a bit introverted. I failed at liking and approaching people in a true sense.
Relationships. I had three major ones, it was great while it lasted, the mutual love was there in all of them, but for god knows reasons it had to end. And after every painful endings I started having more doubts about me, and got tired of knowing new people, lost the energy, thinking of "what does it matter, it will end eventually again and you will feel like **** at the end" I feel extremely tired and worthless.
How do you combat loneliness when you feel that way?
I have few friends that I consider sorta close, but they are really not that close, I failed at making decent friendships during college or earlier. I was clever and hardworking but a bit introverted. I failed at liking and approaching people in a true sense.
Relationships. I had three major ones, it was great while it lasted, the mutual love was there in all of them, but for god knows reasons it had to end. And after every painful endings I started having more doubts about me, and got tired of knowing new people, lost the energy, thinking of "what does it matter, it will end eventually again and you will feel like **** at the end" I feel extremely tired and worthless.
How do you combat loneliness when you feel that way?