"Our perspective from a small community hospital
A coworker wrote this on fb. She did a great job sharing what we are going through in these uncertain times. A view into a community hospital and us nurses.
A day in the life...
I have to badge to enter the building because the door is locked. The typically busy hallways are unusually quiet and nearly empty. Coworkers are more hesitant to hold a door open or even start casual conversation. All conversation seems to revolve around one topic. Staff that once ran to share an elevator ride, now opt to wait for the next one just to attempt social distancing within a small space. Each unit is locked and visitors are forbidden. You badge in again just to get onto your locked unit. The typical rainbow of colors and various scrub brands are now a sea of the same light blue hospital scrubs they’ve required us to change into. Gowns, gloves, masks and goggles in labeled paper bags are outside every room. The tension is palpable. This is our new reality. This is the new norm. There are more of us nurses now because there are more COVID patients. The previous 1:1 COVID patient to nurse ratio has since increased to a 2:1 in a matter of a few days. A new day means new protocols and less PPE. There are new faces as nurses are being reassigned from other units to accommodate the daily increase in numbers. There is new equipment and a constantly changing environment as we try to keep Up with the changes to help us, help them. The typically overfilled OR, PACU, and cath lab units are scarce, their staff reassigned to newly organized units in preparation for the coming weeks that will surely be worse than this one. The“PPE police” are here again to ensure we are all safe and not unintentionally contaminating ourselves or others in the administration or removal of our PPE. My patient needs me. Wash, gown, wash, gloves, mask, goggles. Enter.... I know you have trouble hearing and the machines are loud and my mask makes it muffled, but I’m here. How can I help? I care for you and you thank me. I say goodbye. Pull, roll, throw it away. Wash, Exit, wash, gloves on, goggles off and wash and wait to dry, gloves off, wash, gloves on, mask in bag, gloves off, wash, gloves on, googles into bag, wash, is that right? My hand are raw, my skin is literally splitting from the high alcohol content. And the call bell rings. Here we go again... it is getting easier... more routine. We really are doing the very best we can. There is new equipment, new protocols, and new skill sets all in the name of COVID-19. There is construction to accommodate new needs and teams of people working day and night to make it possible. We appreciate each other because we all know we are in it together. We are all choosing to fulfill our duty each and every day. And then the next patient arrives... that too is different. One “contaminated” nurse for the patient and one that stays “clean” all to prevent the spread of infection through transport. Everything has changed and it will continue to change daily.
This is Us. This is the front line. We are here when you need us.
But for the love of human kind... will you please stay home so this stops? Stay home so we can return to work and go to school and have visitors at hospitals again. Can you stay home now so we can stay alive and keep our loved ones alive and have them attend our next holiday celebration? Can you stay home so Disney reopens and planes can fly and travel is allowed and parks are filled again and outing are actually outside and not virtual.? Can you stay home now so we can live the way we are used to living? Please can you just stay home?
With love, maybe a little tough love, Me, RN"
Our perspective from a small community hospital : nursing