You're not really talking to yourself, unless you get spoken/direct answers. It's the answering part that makes it talking. Otherwise, you're just verbalizing thoughts.One day while I was praying, it suddenly occurred to me that I was talking to myself.
Verbalizing thoughts is not bad. Expecting direct answers from beyond is nuts.
That's why we live forever and we wont ever truly die. Although, I wouldn't recommend killing someone (unless you had to stop them from some terrible crime) - much smaller gestures can make much larger and longer impacts.Every action taken by every person has an effect on the world as we know it. It's what shaped today and will shape tomorrow. All of our actions are interwined and create the world around us.
If I kill someone tomorrow, it will alter the future from its technically "predestined" plan of having that person in it. Therefore, I will have had an everlasting influence on the world.