For the record, Pascal's wager was discredited a while ago, Oscar. Pascal's Wager - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
As far as what you've lost...you've spent your life subjugating your choices and will to a human interpretation of an imaginary being. You've forced yourself through daily mental contortions in order to maintain your faith in the unbelievable (i.e., Noah was 900 years old). You've lost 1 out of every 7 days. You've contributed 10% of your income to a myth that accomplishes nothing. That's a significant loss, in my book.
The threat of an imaginary hell doesn't scare me.