And it really isn't good enough. It's a pathetic cop out to say it's too complicated to understand for anyone who hasn't studied as much as you have--notwithstanding that you have no idea how much the people you disparage as ignorant have studied. But if that's the way you want to play, then fair enough. No one can force you to justify your beliefs if you don't want to. Just as long as you realise that you won't be taken seriously until you at least try.