You could try using logic someday. Works wonders for your complex.
You mean you murdered a baby and want to avoid an accurate description of your actions, because you want to pretend people who kill babies are bad, and it's good thing you're not one of them.
Keep telling yourself that, if lies make you feel better.
Just in case you don't understand basic biology, an ovum is not a biologically viable human being.
Fertilized ova, aka future babies, are.