No need for a therapist or anything---I'm not going to take my own life. Ever. Plus I'm feeling better than I have in a while. From age ten onward I was in a painful period of denial when I started to realize I'm gay, but in March I started being honest with myself and it was the best feeling ever So I'm fine. And I don't see things going anywhere but up from here. Taking my life has always been the crazy thought that I ignored, the "no, I can't do that" thought, if you will.