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- Jan 11, 2008
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- Political Leaning
- Libertarian
When someone asks "PAY ATTENTION?!" I ask, "Should I."I want everyone to instantly love me. I am a dog.When a breeder pays attention to me I grab my seatbelt.Im a romantic, Feeling futile inspires the nerves.Gomez and Mortizia Adams, baby.We can change the world. But if we dont trust ourselves we are just ****ting on people, and some people convince themselves to forget that.Im not against the one i love, im against myself.The guilt trip of those who maybe pretend to love me sometimes.... confuse... slow energy...I try to tell the unknown fathers that I think i love them sometimes, im pretty sure of it. But i rather say think.I wouldnt mind rescuing eachother, somehow feeling tied above and them tied to below. But it doesnt matter either way.People laugh at my ego, and i feel no sadness. If so..... only fleeting. For I let you pass.We let eachother pass, and you doing it weakly doesnt bother me enough.We let eachother pass. Go do what you want!I dont get it. SO you get it. And maybe I get it. Thats how i like it!That is communication. Even though I prefer myself.I choose to breath sometimes, on purpose. Do you? Choose to face the wind. Talk to mamma. My sister is a bull. And I am some sort of civil balance. What do I do?What if you are removed from your desire. At every turn. Even when you where perfect or not.Her spirit doesnt crash and I sometimes fail to balance. Zero resolution.There is very much a difference between the universe and you, The universe LET YOU PASS. AND YOU CHOSE IT. That feels pretty ****in' nice right?Sometimes the , I , can bring about something. But.... do you really believe the people you trust and those you dont around you can handle it without you or not? Do you care? Do you dont? How comfy are you?How much to pay attention to the past?Your mom may drop you. But at least she didnt drop you from a cliff. Not too many of those people survive!