Whatever ever works, there are no rules in AA. At that time of my life it became my family. I went into service behind the scenes early on and continued to do so for 12 years. I stayed sober and AA survived me.
We talk a lot about the steps, few talk about the 12 traditions, which applied in every day life become the best tool. Tradition one is "our common welfare should come first". Applied in daily life means you treat people as you would want them to treat you...and on.
The foundation set of tools has allowed me to get through the death of my father, my best friend, my wife, and now my step mother this past week end. It has allowed me to face some of the most scary **** the medical system can throw at you as we went looking for things growing in my head etc. and all manner of catastrophes, including losing my business and going bankrupt in 2002. Now I am a recovering PTSD, as all those catastrophes have taken their toll on my emotional state. At no time in all of those 25 years did I even think about taking a drink or using.
I do not attend meetings much anymore. The stuff they're talking about became boring to me 15 years ago, I deal with deeper issues that have nothing to do with AA. Further, AA is open to any and all people who 'have a desire to stop drinking", and I don't. Like I say through all that and didn't even think about. My "work" now has taken me deeper to work with those who "failed" in AA, usually with accompanying mental issues, a lot of schizophrenia etc. It has also led me to become more active in policing, who are almost always the front line in encountering mental illness and we have turned the corner, we no longer see the actions of the mentally ill as a crime, but as a medical condition.
Next wee I will be attending a dinner as a new central resource program is unveiled linking police and fire with various programs from suicide prevention {I love that work] to desire to use, to distress or whatever so we don't have to shoot and kill them anymore when they grab a knife and go ape. I have some reservations, but they did hear us when we talked about the relationship of drugs to mental illness as 90% of drug abuse is people self medicating other stuff.
Long, I know. How can you tell this is near and dear to my heart?