Um ... why? How 'bout you tell us wtf me growing up poor, me growing up in the rural south, me not graduating high school, people sitting on porches, or any of the last string of your questions have to do with the lack of grocery stores in inner cities?
You didn't graduate from high school?
"He who does not think himself worth saving from poverty and ignorance by his own efforts, will hardly be thought worth the efforts of anybody else." -- Frederick Douglass, Self-Made Men (1872)