Frankly, you're the kind of person I despise most in this world. My wife grew up in Germany, she tells harrowing tales of crossing check point charlie with some goon with an AK pointed at the car. They crossed to do some sight seeing/shopping in East Berlin. She said it was scary how horrific conditions were over there. How scared, how down trodden the people were. How bleak it was.
You need perspective.
Is America perfect? Nope. Is Capitalism a "dog eat dog" highly competitive system where there are winners and losers? Yep. But the real goal of Capitalism is to allow ALL people the opportunity to succeed, to achieve. To fail. To get back up again. It's not perfect, but I'll be damned if I live under the tyranny of Socialist thugs.
You need to study what your ideological dreams really become in reality. You need to understand that what you seem to want so badly is a death sentence. Check out the "Cultural Revolution" in China under Mao. You'd be one of those people up against the wall.
That computer your using, the ISP you are on, the car you drive, the TV you watch? None of that would exist in your paradise. You'd go to work, meet your quota and stand in a line to get the food the Government decides you can have. Venezuela, an oil RICH COUNTRY has a toilet paper shortage. Stop for a minute and think about that. They lack TOILET PAPER. In a country that should be showered in wealth.
I pity you, but I think people like you are dangerous, because allowed to flourish you would condemn us all to hell.