I don't mind you using your crystal ball but at least make it known that's what you are attempting.....but did you note the that little thing called a Question mark at the end of the statement. Let me guess.....you also missed that too. Imagine that!!!!!
"If I take death into my life, acknowledge it, and face it squarely, I will free myself from the anxiety of death and the pettiness of life - and only then will I be free to become myself." ~ Martin Heidegger