"In the midst of that initial conversation on the bus he suddenly rocked back in his chair with a wide smile and laugh and cried, "Oh, to be a boy again: A care free prince of joy again." I thought he was crazy.
I suspect that you think I am dismissive of you, and some ways I am, but mostly I envy you as you are on the upside of the exploration that will reveal you to yourself.
This is a magnificent ordeal you partaking in. Don't get ahead of yourself. Relish the learning. Be kind. Be curious."
I find it discomforting that you could ensconce yourself with your Professors.
One time I asked a Professor something, and he told me a Lie I believed and I asked another Professor the same question, the second Professor whom had atleast 3 degrees in subjects besides Economics, and he told me my first professor was "blowing smoke out of his ass."
I have paid a Huge amount of money to have Professors blow smoke out of their asses. I do not rely on Professors anymore, I merely rely on myself, my Interpretations and the factual contentions people can assert against me.
I learned, at a young age, the hard way. And I will Never forget that lessons.
I'm sorry as such a Young and Old age you were dissauded from the Truth, I really am. It's not your fault. You lived in a time when the end of Human Life was on Brink of Occuring. No one can ever fault you for that.